My name is Ai Enma

 [She has to admit she had been a little excited for Christmas. She had friends, family here. And then her gifts Mayfield have a small grief stricken voice.]

...They were not happier without me....

[But in her mind. What if she wasn't there, they wouldn't have to work for her, they wouldn't have to see horrors every day.

But she'd asked them to come. She hadn't made them....and they had been so happy to see her back. They'd wanted her back when she was gone..replaced....

And then she actually opens the gifts.

And breaks down crying. The phone is still off the hook so Mayfield be treated to a little girls sobs.

Family feel free to find her hugging one of her dead companions. One of these people.]

[After her meeting with Allan here and discovering Meriken has been droned. Ai is not feeling the best. Aka: She blames her decision to stop repressing all of her emotions.]

Why do emotions create such pain?

Why do people bother?